april. california. not a very happy person. please view this blog with caution as it can be triggering for some people. i don't promote self destruction in any way and this is just a place for me to get my thoughts out of my head. i hope you feel better soon. :)

if you need a sign not to kill yourself tonight or any sign at all, this is it.

"no one who says they're fine is even a little bit okay."

No one understands, no one ever understands. There are far too many numbers in my head taking up my thoughts constantly. I want it to stop. I want it all to stop.