april. california. not a very happy person. please view this blog with caution as it can be triggering for some people. i don't promote self destruction in any way and this is just a place for me to get my thoughts out of my head. i hope you feel better soon. :)

if you need a sign not to kill yourself tonight or any sign at all, this is it.

"no one who says they're fine is even a little bit okay."

No one understands, no one ever understands. There are far too many numbers in my head taking up my thoughts constantly. I want it to stop. I want it all to stop.





i miss when i was like 12 and it would be the night before a big field trip or something and i couldnt go to sleep because i was so excited. i miss being so into a book that i would stay up past my bed time reading it. everything seems so bland or something idk. i’m only 19 and everything is so tiring. i miss wanting to be awake

this is the realist shit on this website

Holy shit go hiking or something jesus

hey suck a dick!

I love you and I know how you like to go watch the trains late at night, imagining a world without yourself in it.